is him my last?

----"although u may b not the last 1 in my life,but i'm sure tat u r the 1 i love the most..."---

is his my last? i actually oso dunno..but i dun wan 2 simply end up tis kinda relationship d...
well i like him, n i so so so scare 2 lose him...dunno y...mayb he's 2 special 4 me liao gua....compare 2 the psss...he is the only one i really take my 100% heart out....so wat's so special bout him huh?

wonderin...
wonderin...
wonderin...

em....dunno....mayb he a nice guy..haha..o mayb v r always happy wen 2gether..have a carin heart...cool...n most important..he has a sincere heart...2 make him so special 4 me...
but i noe...mayb i not the type of gal he wan but...i wanna tell him...i will try 2 b it...yes...i will try 2 change ur mind on me, kerry...

love u always....